Perhaps, my at least 10k in my body a day-urge is receeding?
Last week, I had four days of only doing a 3K walk, a slow one, Saturday afternoon, because I felt like it. Thursday, Friday, Sunday, I basically didn’t leave the premises.
Just. Didn’t. Wan’t. To.
Monday, biking to and fro work, I got 13+K by bike.
Tuesday, biking to and fro work, with a visit to the ocean and holding a webinar at a friends house, 22K, again by bike.
But today, I was picked up in the early morning, spent the day at the factory (current building project of mine), and then got a lift back home again. Debated going for a walk upon arriving home, but opted for 50 minutes of gardening instead. Now, I have guitar lesson in 20 minutes, which I will take my bike to, but it’s basically less than 1K away.
And I feel fine.
It feels good.
Perhaps, the flood that’s been this very visceral urge in me, for the past year or so, is receeding into ebb?
Perhaps, it’s just a minor bump in the road, and come next week, I will be hot on the wheels again, aching, longing, yearning to move, move, and move some more?
Whatever will be, will be.
Today as well.
I really love how you can witness yourself in different modes … And your are really a goalsetting person, with lots of beautiful intentions… and you succeed reaching it… and part of that could be seen as a sort of rigidity (but sort of in a positive way), and when letting go of some of that, I sense a relaxation, into what the moment provides.<3 Love you!